Finding answers to your questions is like a chemistry experiment. You find the exact measurements and ingredients and POOF you get your solution. However, if you don't know exactly what you are doing-one little extra shake of that or one little pinch of this, and BOOM up in smoke! What I am finding about looking for answers is it can get obsessive. I've been obsessed and I think that's also a way of getting distracted from the truth. There is so much information, I think I just need to get focused, study, pray, and receive answers through prayer for my own questions. This concept isn't new to me but for some reason its been harder than looking elsewhere for answers.
Talking to my sister Katie always brings me back to earth (until I get obsessive again). She always reminds me that everything will be ok. I may not get all my answers but I need to be ok with that.
I don't know how homosexuality fits into God's plan-half the time I don't know how I fit into His plan. Regardless of my ignorance, I know how I want to be treated and how I should treat others. Tolerance, respect, trust and love. Who wouldn't want these exchanged? I know the right balance of all of these ingredients can change hearts and minds-I like that plan!